09: December 2015 #05 - Be Good
Authored by Stephanie Falkowski
God knows my sins but Mother do you know my truth? I've fallen to my knees and bit my nails and torn into my chest to escape what I am and what I've done, what I've become is of pure heart and I'm no more human than the person next to me in line at the grocery store I'm no more an angel walking this earth with the devil loving, fucking, shitting, crying, crossing my t’s and dotting my i’s and I'm sorry but I'm not sorry I can't, you can't understand fear is my friend and I've realized it never leaves like the guilt the shame that eats away at us and I haven't been eating much but I want to confess but I want to do good I want to be good. Be good.